12.11.2010

sometimes i just dont understand ur attitude.. n tonight is my last night with u.. but u dont seem like want to spend with me in a good way...hmmm... what else can i do??? hmm.. this is what happen when girls r too xcited with guys, but guys??? u dont worryla u xkan dgr in this one month i mmbebel lg kt u...u xske kan..ok up to u lar... what i do is bcoz i do care about u...but ape yg i bwt, u dont appreaciate.. i taw u laki, u have ur own right to choose what u want.. but i nk u taw ape yg kite wat xsemestinya betol...salh ke i as ur gf nk tolong u for u to have a better lyfe one day?? i plikla.. i ni gf u, but u xnk i taw ape yg u nak in ur future.. so, im not that important to u ke? a lil bit terasela...hmmm.. i da xtaw nk act mcm mane... kalo u xsuke cara i yg cam ni, ok fine dalam mse sbln nie, i try to change myself... but i pnh igt b4 this i pnh tnye u u nk i cam ane, but ape u jawb?? u ckp jgn berubah....pelikkan i...but now nmpk cm u nk i berubahkan.. i slalu nk diri i spy i xkesah pasal u, like lantakla u nk buat ape, g mane,lpk ke, nk belajar ke ape2 jela(yg xinvolve girl)...tp i nk u taw im a human yg ade ht n perasaan, ade perasaan kesah...hmmm, nthla u...i cm agak terase sgt ngn care u.. i smgt nk u wat elok2 4 ur STPM, buatkan u jadual, tp u?? lgsung xendahkan ape yg i buat.. if only i can tell u how i felt...:(... lepas i blik esk, u watla ape u nk wt... i da xde dpn u kan, da xde nk membebel kat u,nk kejut u bngn solat....yg akan buat u rase annoyed ngn i... i bkn give up ngn u, tp i bole nmpk u dont need me...Apepon i wish u all the best 4 ur STPM.. in what ever happen ngn perngai u uh, i ttp harp u dapat gunakan jadual yg i bg uh dalam mse sebeln ni, smpi u abes STPM..

P/S for tasneem :

jgn kesah if die nk lepak

jgn kesah if die xnak belaja

jgn kesah if die nk wat paper je!!!
(sume ni if i xde perasaan)