saturday my worst day..

Today is saturday that  supposedly to be fine, relexing my mind, get enuff sleep after all ive slept not  in a right tyme, mcm brng hantu but what i thought is wrong..Today is a worst day 4 me... people around me are all messing me up...sumpah i wish i could go far away, where people cant find me..hmmmmm,seriously i just hate to be here right now...what i want  now is to go up to the hill where theres no one n stand up looking to the kl view n  shout as loud as i can n i cry until i feel satisfied... i do need someone 4 me talk to, shoulder 4 me to cry on...:(

benci ade perasaan..

again u hurts me!!!!!!!!!!!!
BENCI TAHAP ***** knp mesti ade perasaan ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(
tasneem wake up..xpayah kesala bole X!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12.11.2010

sometimes i just dont understand ur attitude.. n tonight is my last night with u.. but u dont seem like want to spend with me in a good way...hmmm... what else can i do??? hmm.. this is what happen when girls r too xcited with guys, but guys??? u dont worryla u xkan dgr in this one month i mmbebel lg kt u...u xske kan..ok up to u lar... what i do is bcoz i do care about u...but ape yg i bwt, u dont appreaciate.. i taw u laki, u have ur own right to choose what u want.. but i nk u taw ape yg kite wat xsemestinya betol...salh ke i as ur gf nk tolong u for u to have a better lyfe one day?? i plikla.. i ni gf u, but u xnk i taw ape yg u nak in ur future.. so, im not that important to u ke? a lil bit terasela...hmmm.. i da xtaw nk act mcm mane... kalo u xsuke cara i yg cam ni, ok fine dalam mse sbln nie, i try to change myself... but i pnh igt b4 this i pnh tnye u u nk i cam ane, but ape u jawb?? u ckp jgn berubah....pelikkan i...but now nmpk cm u nk i berubahkan.. i slalu nk diri i spy i xkesah pasal u, like lantakla u nk buat ape, g mane,lpk ke, nk belajar ke ape2 jela(yg xinvolve girl)...tp i nk u taw im a human yg ade ht n perasaan, ade perasaan kesah...hmmm, nthla u...i cm agak terase sgt ngn care u.. i smgt nk u wat elok2 4 ur STPM, buatkan u jadual, tp u?? lgsung xendahkan ape yg i buat.. if only i can tell u how i felt...:(... lepas i blik esk, u watla ape u nk wt... i da xde dpn u kan, da xde nk membebel kat u,nk kejut u bngn solat....yg akan buat u rase annoyed ngn i... i bkn give up ngn u, tp i bole nmpk u dont need me...Apepon i wish u all the best 4 ur STPM.. in what ever happen ngn perngai u uh, i ttp harp u dapat gunakan jadual yg i bg uh dalam mse sebeln ni, smpi u abes STPM..

P/S for tasneem :

jgn kesah if die nk lepak

jgn kesah if die xnak belaja

jgn kesah if die nk wat paper je!!!
(sume ni if i xde perasaan)

mgt 417 is done!!

mgt su***...:(..
feel like have to repeat next sem:(..
i dont even understnd what is the question about...
spot question doesnt help...:(
SEDIH SANGAT!!! FRUSTRATED!!!

rindu kamula knk2

this little cute girl name gyea.. age die not sure la but im sure 3++ years old..huhu.. who ever tgk budak ni cfrm rase cm nk ggt2 je pipi die yg mcm apam..dala lmbut...grrrr..i like when i bite her, die akan ckp ngn muka sememeh die n mulut die cm burung pipit muncng ke dpn kalah hidung pinnochio ' kak tanem, cakit arr...' lagi kau ckp lagi aku rase cm nk gigit kau gyea...huhu.. sbb itulah abng2 n kakak2 die dan sape2 je yg tgk die rase like nk gigit2 n nk buli2 je budak sorng nieh..dalam rumah tu kalo die tido like sngt bosan rumah tuh...n sume akan tnye "mane die?"...sgt effect if shes not around.. n ame did said that he can go far away not seeing me but die xbole if xtgk gyea.. tgk i blm lg stndng gyea kat ati ame kan.. sedeyh, but what to do xkan nk jeles n g bunuh gyea kan...haha..mmg xla...nsb gyea, kalo pompuan laen yes i akan bnh..hahha..kiddink..gyea!! da nk msk 1 week i didnt see u...how much i mish u gyea...2 more days...wait for me to come okeyh.. what makes me melt like icecream is when she said " i love u too more much extra", smbl mngs n terduduk kt lnti ngn muke yg sume orng tgk pon akan kesian n ckp" nak ikut kak tanem, tepi arr, nak ikut kak tanem", " kak tanem jom g kat kete kak tanem, bli kolet (choclate mksd die)"..her words does make me melt... kalo boleh sume yg die nk ill try to fullfill... itu baru ank orng...blm my own baby.. if my own child, mybe xg keje kot xsnggp tgk die ngs.. i love kids!!..kalola i have billions of money, i will buy thousands of dresses for her...sbb die sgt suke pki dress.. xkesala spenye baju...hanim punye baju skola pon die rembat.. lg baju uh besr lg die suke...tggu eh gyea.. nnti kak tanem keja ade duit blkn gyea bnyk baju...tpkan dat tyme maybe gyea da besr...so might be different.. sume hoping that gyea ni x besar2, kck selmnya...haha..how cruel we r.. die pon nk besr gak rase life kan.. but sgt x best if gea da besr...da xder yg nk ngade2 lg dah.. si kenet ni sgt suke mnyayi n gelekkn her ass.. mcm inul uh..huhuhu.. ape je lagu die blh nyanyi... igtn kuat.. bagos2. ini knk2 kena anta g skola cepat2..so smart this girl.. Gyea u r my heart n everyones heart.. u glow up everyones life.. I love u gyea!! sgt2!! more much extra!!
ini dia knk2 itu anak gadis en shaari dan pn rohani